It was good while it lasted but now I'm passed it..

It was short, it was sweet, sure you swept me off my feet.....I miss you now and then but would I do it all again.... NAH! You won't find me naked and cold just sittin on the doctors table waitin to be told just why I'm no longer able to feel my heart beatin. Give me a good reason why! It kinda went numb just around about the time you told me, you were movin on and you said that you were going to fold me, its been so long and there ain't nothing wrong with a lie. It's too late to regret it, but you're the one who said it, we're better off being apart. Its never gonna work, you were too much of a jerk. You better just get out of here. That's it, that's all, Yeah sure I had a ball. I miss ya now and then but would I do it all again... NO!

~ Shania Twain

*Wisdom*

Thanksgiving and Friends

So Sarah and I went to Colorado for Thanksgiving. It was SO much fun. I am having problems tho with my friends right now. Like....I guess it's just the girls that are just fighting with each other over guys.. I hate being in the middle of things like this tho. Oh well. But we had fun in Colorado and I'll be back in Colorado in two weeks now. I'm PUMPED!!

Long Time Since Summer Camp

Okay, so I don't know why I put that title, but it sounded appropriate at the time. I'm kind of po'd about some things. I had to come into work at 7:30 this morning. I don't normally come in until around 4.... and the girl that I'm filling in for called me in the middle of church yesterday. Obviously she wasn't in church at the time. Not very happy. I'm also addicted to Starbucks again. I've started going in the morning on my way to work since I've had to come in two days now at 7:30. And guess what time I have to stay until? Hmmm...I doubt anyone would guess 6 or 7 pm. 12 hours is WAY TOO LONG TO BE HERE! I just want to be able to sleep in again. Tomorrow I won't come in until 4 and it will be the best day ever! :) Actually the best day ever will be when I don't have to come back to work when school starts! :) I'm actually excited for school to start this year. That's a huge change. I'm normally dreading it. I'm making new friends this summer. It's great! Slowly I'm expanding my horizons and making my life a little better. By the way, after my job is over this summer, I'm NEVER answering another phone again......okay maybe my cell phone but that's IT! Anyhow, I don't think anyone reads this anymore except for me every now and again. So, I'm signing off for now. :)

Super Bowl Commercials 2007 - Budweiser 001

I LOVE THIS COMMERCIAL!! this
is my favorite commercial out of the whole superbowl. This year the commercials were horrible! But I like this one the most! It makes me want a puppy dog! Poor puppy! :(

LONG time!

It has been forever since I've written on this blog. Everything in my life is wonderful! No relationships, lots of amazing friends in my life and my sisters are both pregnant! YEAH! Life is great! Just wanting to make sure everyone knows!

So...I did it.

So, I finally admitted I was wrong and appologized to Erica. The only reason I did that was because I can't stand to be in a fight with anyone, let alone my best friend. So I text messaged her about 10 minutes ago. I know, I know, not the best way to appologize but it works. I told her that I was being selfish and that I was sorry and I hope she forgives me. I told her we could talk in person if she wanted sometime soon. I really hope she writes Something, ANYTHING back to me. UGGGG! This is so stressful and retarded! Onto my wonderful day! I went shopping with my mom today, which I haven't done all summer! We went to Eddie Bauer for her and ended up buying me a jacket! It is sad when you start going into your mom's stores and finding clothes for yourself, that actually look good! WOW I'm feeling old! Then, we went to Ulta and got me a some styling spray and a PINK CHI strightener! How exciting is that! I am PUMPED! And I got another shirt from a shop called Camille la Vie. It's SO cute! I would consider this shopping day successful! Alright I'm going to go watch Summerland on The N. Peace! I'm out!

Better but Friend problems

I feel better this week. My sister finally made it here and through her 10 year high school reunion. I had to let her back into the house after her being out and about all night. I spent a lot of time sleeping on the couch while the little ones slept until my sister got home with her husband. I have just recovered from 3 days off work! YEAH! That was exciting. I hate work, but I have to make money somehow. And I don't think prostitution or gambling are answers to that issue. Just Kidding! I'm not that crazy! I went to work tonight and one of my good friends of a long time, Daniel Lewis, came to visit me. It was nice to see him again, he cheered me up and helped me through the work day. Then Rachee came to see me at work with her baby Jarred. He's a cutie! So my work day wasn't that bad through it all. I will always have friends there to help me through. Although this week I had a huge blowout with one of my friends that I've had since kindegarden. Erica and I got into a huge fight. To start off she has been with her boyfriend for a year and 5 months. So you'd think that they wouldn't have to see each other every minute of everyday. We started the summer by hanging out pretty much every other day because her boyfriend was still in high school and school wasn't out. So I was happy and she was happy too. Well, school got out and ever since then, it's been like 3 to 4 weeks, they haven't left each others sides. It's so annoying. And she won't go do anything with anyone else either. She doesn't have time for me. And it kind of made me upset. Everytime in the last month that I've asked her to do something she's always with Andy, her boytoy. So, last sunday night I found out where she was from one of our mutual friends and big surprise, she was at Andy's house, so I went over there to steal her away and go see a movie with one of her best friends. Well, I went up to the door and rang the doorbell. She answered the door and asked what I was doing there. I said that I was stealing her away to go see a movie since she's always with Andy and now it's my turn. So she said um no I'm not going anywhere. Then Andy stepped outside. I pretty much said that I hated andy and i was half joking when I said so. Then I said they spend too much time together and started to walk off, she stopped me and said, "You used to do the same thing to me when you were with Tony!" So, then I didn't say anything which i should have but didn't. Andy shouts across the driveway, cause by now i'm about to get in my truck, he shouts," See you at the wedding!" And I politely add, "Forget the wedding". So now I'm without one of my best friends. And she hasn't called me. What I should have said to her when she said the tony comment was, "I got over that and learned from my mistakes, YOU SHOULD TOO!" But I held my tongue. Oh well, it's been hmmmmmm 7 days since we've seen or heard from each other. I'm not sure if I should come clean and call her to say "I'm sorry, I was being selfish I completely understand about the situation and I'm sorry, please forgive me." OR should I just wait for her to contact me. She can be pretty stubborn. She and I have never I repeat NEVER fought before. So I don't know what to do and I can't stop thinking about it, we used to hang out ALL the time. Ugggg I feel awful about this but I also feel that I"m sort of right about it. We'll see what happens.