I feel better this week. My sister finally made it here and through her 10 year high school reunion. I had to let her back into the house after her being out and about all night. I spent a lot of time sleeping on the couch while the little ones slept until my sister got home with her husband. I have just recovered from 3 days off work! YEAH! That was exciting. I hate work, but I have to make money somehow. And I don't think prostitution or gambling are answers to that issue. Just Kidding! I'm not that crazy! I went to work tonight and one of my good friends of a long time, Daniel Lewis, came to visit me. It was nice to see him again, he cheered me up and helped me through the work day. Then Rachee came to see me at work with her baby Jarred. He's a cutie! So my work day wasn't that bad through it all. I will always have friends there to help me through. Although this week I had a huge blowout with one of my friends that I've had since kindegarden. Erica and I got into a huge fight. To start off she has been with her boyfriend for a year and 5 months. So you'd think that they wouldn't have to see each other every minute of everyday. We started the summer by hanging out pretty much every other day because her boyfriend was still in high school and school wasn't out. So I was happy and she was happy too. Well, school got out and ever since then, it's been like 3 to 4 weeks, they haven't left each others sides. It's so annoying. And she won't go do anything with anyone else either. She doesn't have time for me. And it kind of made me upset. Everytime in the last month that I've asked her to do something she's always with Andy, her boytoy. So, last sunday night I found out where she was from one of our mutual friends and big surprise, she was at Andy's house, so I went over there to steal her away and go see a movie with one of her best friends. Well, I went up to the door and rang the doorbell. She answered the door and asked what I was doing there. I said that I was stealing her away to go see a movie since she's always with Andy and now it's my turn. So she said um no I'm not going anywhere. Then Andy stepped outside. I pretty much said that I hated andy and i was half joking when I said so. Then I said they spend too much time together and started to walk off, she stopped me and said, "You used to do the same thing to me when you were with Tony!" So, then I didn't say anything which i should have but didn't. Andy shouts across the driveway, cause by now i'm about to get in my truck, he shouts," See you at the wedding!" And I politely add, "Forget the wedding". So now I'm without one of my best friends. And she hasn't called me. What I should have said to her when she said the tony comment was, "I got over that and learned from my mistakes, YOU SHOULD TOO!" But I held my tongue. Oh well, it's been hmmmmmm 7 days since we've seen or heard from each other. I'm not sure if I should come clean and call her to say "I'm sorry, I was being selfish I completely understand about the situation and I'm sorry, please forgive me." OR should I just wait for her to contact me. She can be pretty stubborn. She and I have never I repeat NEVER fought before. So I don't know what to do and I can't stop thinking about it, we used to hang out ALL the time. Ugggg I feel awful about this but I also feel that I"m sort of right about it. We'll see what happens.
